KHLOE Kardashian's ex Lamar Odom has revealed the heartbreaking visions he had during his "really overwhelming" hallucinogenic drug trip.
Lamar, 42, has revealed the effects of ingesting ibogaine to Page Six.
The former Los Angeles Lakers opened up about reuniting with family members who passed away in his hallucinogenic visions.
The basketball player claimed he reconnected with his late 6-year-old son, Jayden, who died from Sudden Infant Death Syndrome (SIDS) back in 2006.
During his hallucinogenic journey, Lamar supposedly witnessed Jayden growing up through three different stages of his life.
The NBA star claimed he was also revisited by his late mother and grandmother, due to the "plant medicine."
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He explained that the effects of "that s–t lasts for like a couple of hours," which is why he needed to be under supervision by his doctors.
Lamar continued: "I’ve done drugs a big part of my adult life, and that was one thing that was so strong I was hoping that it would stop.
"It was, like, really overwhelming.”
Even though ibogaine is an intense "psychoactive substance," Lamar confessed he would overlook "the risk and take the jump."
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He concluded: "I could probably strap up and do it again."
“You have to really have your mind in a really strong place to do it.”
Lamar had been previously married to Khloe Kardashian, now 37, for about four years before the two called it quits.
While the couple was married back in 2009, there were numerous reports that claimed Lamar had allegedly abused drugs.
On December 2013, after months of speculated separation, the Keeping Up With The Kardashians alum filed for divorce from Lamar and requested the legal restoration of her last name.
Their divorce was finalized on December 2016.
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During his recent time on Celebrity Big Brother, the TV star told his castmates that he still pined for his ex-wife and hoped to get back together.
Lamar opened up about his marriage struggles: "When I married Khloé, there were just so many things I did wrong when it came to that relationship.
"If I could take it back, of course, I would take it back.
He continued: "It was never my intention to hurt her but my head just wasn't in the right place. I wasn't taking care of myself."
Lamar also admitted that even he has changed, his former partner "has the right to never see me again for the things I put her through, but time moves on and people change.
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